Certainly, if I can produce great achievement in the team inside the 1.5-year work period of clinical evaluation, I may have the chance to be CEO of the new company in the future.
However, there is no guarantees for this, and, of course, there is no guarantees that they will put all their lives in this business, neither.
Then, why did I agree to join them without much hesitation at that time?
I tried to recall my thoughts and feeling after having the advises from Kato.
Was I running away from something I feared?
Did I sub-consciously feel the high uncertainty and risks of starting a new business by myself and try to run away from it? Did I doubt my own potential of creating values in my business?
I think I did.
There is a great product in front of me. There are 2 people who know a lot about the product and will work with me. They will add more people to the team. The plan has entered the stage of applying financial support. Less uncertainty and high success rate were reflected in my eyes. It will be a high growth venture in the future with a blight and shining road in front of me.
So, I allowed myself choosing an easy way to go instead of facing uncertainty and risks.
This was a mistake.
Now they are ending recruiting activities and trying to move to next stage in their plan, but I have to tell them that I’m leaving the team. It will be a big trouble for them. I’ll let them down and let them disappointed. They’ll need to spend more time to change the plan, find another one for the team to cover my leaving.
I really feel sorry for that. I really don’t want to let anyone down.
But I need to make a decision. I don’t want to postpone the decision now and cause any bigger troubles in the future. I don’t want to let them disappointed and suffer more in the future.
I also want to say to myself, “Don’t run away from being a true entrepreneur!”
Now, I need to sincerely apologize and start over again.
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