Sometimes, this happens.
At midnight, I start to think about some questions.
Tonight, I thought lots again by myself at 2 am.
Is this road what I want?
Do I really believe this road is the one for me?
If I worked in my previous company, I would have nice salaries and less anxiety now.
And now? Nothing for sure.
No certainty even for next year.
What should I and how could I do for this strong anxiety at midnight?
Do all entrepreneurs experience this?
Some questions are with standard answers, but the others are not.
Some questions that nobody knows the answers.
Then I sometimes even felt fear to fall into sleep because I felt I didn’t achieve anything today and if I fell into sleep then one day would just be gone even it had been 2 am already.
I guess this is exactly the fighting against myself.
A fighting to my anxiety.
It’s never easy.
But I want to fight.
To the last minute.
Until everything I can do has all been done.
Or, I’ll feel I’m wasting my life.